A funniest thing happened a few minutes ago. My brother asked me about some Malay language words tonight through the MSN because there are some Malaysian authoritarians coming to his campus this Sunday and he is charged to welcome them in the reception. It was a great challenge for me who didn’t speak the national language for a long time. It is not my mother tongue, either. Furthermore, I was not in an environment that full of Malay people. Therefore, those are the excuses I gave for my absent-minded. Come on, here is Taiwan, man…Don’t force me. I was all nerves after he asked me those words, for I couldn’t remember all of them, and my mind was mixed them up with different other words. Finally, I seek for help from my one of my Malaysian friend. Compare to him, he remember all those words while I felt hard to figure out. But only when he told me I was just like reminded of the past. It is so ridiculous that I finally found out that I have forgotten Malay Language today. Oh, my god!
Forget about the conversation that we had, my brother was the first to give up then. He was exhausted and needed to take rest right after it. So I yelled him to leave fast for disturbing me in writing this journal. It was so unkind of him, so black-hearted! (Ｃｒｙｉｎｇ)
Ｔｏｎｉｇｈｔ ｉｓ ｔｈｅ ｎｉｇｈｔ ｉ ｆｅｅｌ ｄｏｕｂｆｕｌ ａｂｏｕｔ ｍｙ ｆｕｔｕｒｅ ａｇａｉｎ． Ｂｕｔ ｂｅｆｏｒｅ ｔｈａｔ ｔｈｅｒｅ ｉｓ ｏｎｅ ｔｈｉｎｇ ｔｏ ｂｅ ｃｏｎｇｒａｔｕｌａｔｅｄ，ｔｈａｔ ｉｓ， ｍｙ ｉｎｓｏｍｎｉａ ｈａｓ ｂｅｅｎ ｃｕｒｅｄ ｔｈｒｅｅ ｄａｙｓ ａｇｏ． Ｉ ｗａｓ ｎｏｔ ｔｈａｔ ｈａｒｄ ｔｏ ｆａｌｌ ａｓｌｅｅｐ ａｇａｉｎ．Ｉｔ ｊｕｓｔ ｔａｋｅ ｍｅ ｈａｌｆ ａｎ ｈｏｕｒ ｔｏ ｇｅｔ ｉｎｔｏ ｓｌｅｅｐ． Ｓｏ ｉ ａｍ ｒｅａｌｌｙ ｈａｐｐｙ ａｂｏｕｔ ｉｔ． ｉ ｔｈｉｎｋ ｉ ｈａｖｅ ｂｅｃｏｍｅ ａ ｎｏｒｍａｌ ｐｅｒｓｏｎ， ｉ ａｍ ｂａｃｋ， ｉ ｈａｖｅ ｒｅｔｕｒｎｅｄ， ａｎｄ ｉ ａｍ ｒｅｃｏｖｅｒｅｄ！！＞～＜／／ ｈｏｏｒａｙ！ Ｓｏ ｎｏｗ ｌｅｔ＇ｓ ｃｏｍｅ ｂａｃｋ ｔｏ ｍｙ ｔｏｐｉｃ． Ｉ ｗｏｎｄｅｒｅｄ ｗｈａｔ ｃａｎ ｉ ｄｏ ａｆｔｅｒ ｇｒａｄｕａｔｅｄ ａｎｄ ｗｈａｔ＇ｓ ｍｙ ｊｏｂ ｔｈｅｎ． Ｉｔ ｗａｓ ｒｅａｌｌｙ ｂａｄ． Ｉ ｅｖｅｎ ｆｅｅｌ ａｆｒａｉｄ ｔｏ ｔｈｉｎｋ ａｂｏｕｔ ｉｔ． Ｍａｙｂｅ ｉ ｊｕｚ ｓｈｏｕｌｄｎ＇ｔｂｅ ｓｏ ｅｘｃｉｔｅｄ ａｂｏｕｔ ｉｔ ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ ｉ ａｍ ｊｕｓｔ ａ ｓｏｐｈｏｍｏｒｅ ｔｅｍｐｏｒａｒｉｌｙ，ｂｕｔ ｉ ｔｈｉｎｋ ｉｔ ｉｓ ｎｅｃｅｓｓａｒｙ ｔｏ ｓｔａｒｔ ｐｌａｎｎｉｎｇ ａｂｏｕｔ ｍｙ ｆｕｔｕｒｅ ｎｏｗ． ＡＮｙ ｓｕｇｇｅｓｔｉｏｎｓ？？ Ｉ＇ｍ ｌｏｓｔ． Ｔｈｉｎｋ ｉ ｇｏｔｔａ ｅｓｃａｐｅ ｆｒｏｍ ｒｅａｌ－ｌｉｆｅ ａｎｄ ｓｌｉｐ ｉｎｔｏ ｓｌｕｍｂｅｒｌａｎｄ ｆｏｒ ｉｔ ｉｓ ａ ｇｏｏｄ ｃｈｏｉｃｅ ｔｏ ｔａｋｅ ｎｏｗ．Ａ ｃｏｏｌ ｎｉｇｈｔ． Ｇｏｏｄｎｉｔｅ ｔｏ ａｌｌ～
Forget about the conversation that we had, my brother was the first to give up then. He was exhausted and needed to take rest right after it. So I yelled him to leave fast for disturbing me in writing this journal. It was so unkind of him, so black-hearted! (Ｃｒｙｉｎｇ)
Ｔｏｎｉｇｈｔ ｉｓ ｔｈｅ ｎｉｇｈｔ ｉ ｆｅｅｌ ｄｏｕｂｆｕｌ ａｂｏｕｔ ｍｙ ｆｕｔｕｒｅ ａｇａｉｎ． Ｂｕｔ ｂｅｆｏｒｅ ｔｈａｔ ｔｈｅｒｅ ｉｓ ｏｎｅ ｔｈｉｎｇ ｔｏ ｂｅ ｃｏｎｇｒａｔｕｌａｔｅｄ，ｔｈａｔ ｉｓ， ｍｙ ｉｎｓｏｍｎｉａ ｈａｓ ｂｅｅｎ ｃｕｒｅｄ ｔｈｒｅｅ ｄａｙｓ ａｇｏ． Ｉ ｗａｓ ｎｏｔ ｔｈａｔ ｈａｒｄ ｔｏ ｆａｌｌ ａｓｌｅｅｐ ａｇａｉｎ．Ｉｔ ｊｕｓｔ ｔａｋｅ ｍｅ ｈａｌｆ ａｎ ｈｏｕｒ ｔｏ ｇｅｔ ｉｎｔｏ ｓｌｅｅｐ． Ｓｏ ｉ ａｍ ｒｅａｌｌｙ ｈａｐｐｙ ａｂｏｕｔ ｉｔ． ｉ ｔｈｉｎｋ ｉ ｈａｖｅ ｂｅｃｏｍｅ ａ ｎｏｒｍａｌ ｐｅｒｓｏｎ， ｉ ａｍ ｂａｃｋ， ｉ ｈａｖｅ ｒｅｔｕｒｎｅｄ， ａｎｄ ｉ ａｍ ｒｅｃｏｖｅｒｅｄ！！＞～＜／／ ｈｏｏｒａｙ！ Ｓｏ ｎｏｗ ｌｅｔ＇ｓ ｃｏｍｅ ｂａｃｋ ｔｏ ｍｙ ｔｏｐｉｃ． Ｉ ｗｏｎｄｅｒｅｄ ｗｈａｔ ｃａｎ ｉ ｄｏ ａｆｔｅｒ ｇｒａｄｕａｔｅｄ ａｎｄ ｗｈａｔ＇ｓ ｍｙ ｊｏｂ ｔｈｅｎ． Ｉｔ ｗａｓ ｒｅａｌｌｙ ｂａｄ． Ｉ ｅｖｅｎ ｆｅｅｌ ａｆｒａｉｄ ｔｏ ｔｈｉｎｋ ａｂｏｕｔ ｉｔ． Ｍａｙｂｅ ｉ ｊｕｚ ｓｈｏｕｌｄｎ＇ｔｂｅ ｓｏ ｅｘｃｉｔｅｄ ａｂｏｕｔ ｉｔ ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ ｉ ａｍ ｊｕｓｔ ａ ｓｏｐｈｏｍｏｒｅ ｔｅｍｐｏｒａｒｉｌｙ，ｂｕｔ ｉ ｔｈｉｎｋ ｉｔ ｉｓ ｎｅｃｅｓｓａｒｙ ｔｏ ｓｔａｒｔ ｐｌａｎｎｉｎｇ ａｂｏｕｔ ｍｙ ｆｕｔｕｒｅ ｎｏｗ． ＡＮｙ ｓｕｇｇｅｓｔｉｏｎｓ？？ Ｉ＇ｍ ｌｏｓｔ． Ｔｈｉｎｋ ｉ ｇｏｔｔａ ｅｓｃａｐｅ ｆｒｏｍ ｒｅａｌ－ｌｉｆｅ ａｎｄ ｓｌｉｐ ｉｎｔｏ ｓｌｕｍｂｅｒｌａｎｄ ｆｏｒ ｉｔ ｉｓ ａ ｇｏｏｄ ｃｈｏｉｃｅ ｔｏ ｔａｋｅ ｎｏｗ．Ａ ｃｏｏｌ ｎｉｇｈｔ． Ｇｏｏｄｎｉｔｅ ｔｏ ａｌｌ～
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